http://bigredcouch.com/colby Ramblings of a twenty-something year old Mon, 03 Aug 2009 07:02:55 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en I have so much to say! But there is so little I am legally and morally and that other thingallyable to tell you. You see I have secrets. Lots of juicy sloppy secrets and I can't even tell you, the Internet about them. But hot damn! As much fun as ... http://bigredcouch.com/colby/?p=54 Every season must come to an end. And that is precisely what has happened. My dutys at the hospital have changed. Now I'm expected to be a senior phlebotomist and act in a senior and respectable team memberish manner. What ever shall I do! Hell at least I have a job. And ... http://bigredcouch.com/colby/?p=52 So if you where in Ihop at about 1 am, I'm sorry. Those loud obnoxious jerks in scrubs..... Yeah that was us. 4 gals and 2 guys? Big mouths? Laughter? Mhm. You caught me. But damn I enjoyed my self. A little public display immaturity of  always pleases me. I ... http://bigredcouch.com/colby/?p=49 The reason this post is named the way it is......Well thats between me and God and maybe Ashlee Simpson. LaLa. So I have a hard time know who to trust and who not to trust. I know it's dumb but I do. I want to trust everyone. But I have been ... http://bigredcouch.com/colby/?p=45 I went out with two of my friends after work and ate ihop. I thought I was just gonna have a sweet tea and maybe some bacon or somethin. Uh no I ge in there and gobble a shake, fries and a grilled ham and cheese.  I may of also ... http://bigredcouch.com/colby/?p=43 With every beginning the will come an end. I have put an end to something in my life. An infatuation. Done. Over it. What do you do when you thought you wanted something and you realize its all wrong? You move on. Even if you still yearn to stand next ... http://bigredcouch.com/colby/?p=38 So I have a million thoughts I want to express. I have more emotions on my mind then an EMO 15 year old boy. I feel like I'm caught between a rock and a hard place. I have some options but if I choose one, I loose ever having any of ... http://bigredcouch.com/colby/?p=33 I honestly think this should be called "I Like It Ruff " But as it tuns out my mom may read this soooo. Monday night every things fine. Tuesday morning around 2 AM......Not so much. My truck broke down. Bad Alternator. My bff sat with me for hours on Tuesday morning when ... http://bigredcouch.com/colby/?p=30 Dear Him (yup that's all we are calling him online *winkwink*), You are Amazing. You as it turns out are everything I ever wanted and I don' t know if you even know it. You make me happy. Incredibly happy. Happy just to see your face. Oh what a face it ... http://bigredcouch.com/colby/?p=22 So have you ever gone gone skinny dippin'? That's right skin-e dippin! Cuase I just did and let me tell you it is amazing! And by amazing I mean I was scared shitless. yes shit-less. Every sound , every movement, every light flash sent me into a fit of laughter and ... http://bigredcouch.com/colby/?p=13